FuNNY loVE

Ive been in situations with girls that makes me wonder..WHY DO I ALWAYS LIKE TROUBLE? Why Do I like to get my heart broken? Jeesh..Is it me? its a big wonder that may conclude 3 blunt sessions, all 4 hours each..thats how long we can debate about it. Even though its the ending of the LOVE MONTH, I still feel the love, the love from the important figures..close friends and family. This year Im glad I didnt have to hustle hard to get a girl a gift. I marched happily down Fordham buying colorfull funky socks for myself while the next man buyin an average over 200 bucks on a fake holiday. I mean im not cheap,,Ill give the WORLD and more to my love,,but what im tryin to say in this point : Valentines day aint worth it. OK back to subject...I meet girls that are HOT. (AS USUAL) but I dont go for their looks..im into Persona.And the ones I meet are awesome but at the end of the day..I think EGOS clash or maybe We're Too hot for each other..this is what I was talkig about. Many open ended responses for something so simple at the end of the day, it can make you miserable. I also met girls that Im totally into but they look at me like im the oppsosite of everything..{which I kinda like} but at the same time look as me as their "little brother" or "guy friend"..sometimes it can be real lame and sometimes it can be the greatest thing that ever happened to you..by that, you can meet a girl wit mad money that loves to ride out and just wanna sugar you and she has a man or you just meet a girl like wants to call you every 2-3 hours..so you see, it gets kinda creepy..becuase you wanna have a good time yet you dont wanna end up lonly..Decisions decisions decisions.. Whats more buggd out that the only reason im letting my fans know this is becuase a crush is influencing me to elaborate my feelings yet she has no idea it can be that SERIOUS....